Saturday, January 31, 2009

I keep finding myself mumbling,

"i don't know"

i've been in a weird mood since last night. i dont really know whats going on. im contemplating, and i can't seem to make a clear concise answer to my questions.
i'm sure that these jazz music and lyrics aren't helping at all.

Perhaps i just need a little bit of space....(?) doesn't that always help when someone has a problem? stepping out of the situation and taking a look at everything without any attachment?

it's times like these that i wish i would stop acting like such a fuckin girl.
"but who can you trust now? when you can't even tell between lust and love?!"

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Blame it on my Youth

Richard introduced me to this song last week.
I fell in love.
This song pretty much sums up my experiences with love.
So thank you Richard, i know you were uber drunk when you sang this to me, but whatever.
haha, this is a cover, but im in love with this guys voice.
If you get a chance, check out the version by Jamie Cullum.... Fuckin Amazing.
Thank goodness for Jazz nights and looking for old jazz standards ♥

If, I expected love, when first we kissed, blame it on my youth
If only just for you, I did exist, blame it on my youth
I believed in everything
Like a child of three
You meant more than anything
You meant all the world to me

If, you were on my mind, all night and day, blame it on my youth
If, I forgot to eat, and sleep and pray, blame it on my youth
If I cried a little bit, when first I learned the truth
Don’t blame it on my heart, blame it on my youth

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Goodbye two thousand hate

Dear 2008,

You were the year for hook ups, shake ups, and break ups. Although it was a fun year, it was a tough one. You forced me to learn a lot about myself. Stuck me in situations that i would not have thought that i'd be in...ever. You put me in the most uncomfortable situations sometimes, but i didn't mind it, i liked the challenge. I liked seeing how i reacted during them.
I would love to say that i've grown from the experiences that happened in "Two Thousand Hate" but only time can tell. I guess what im trying to say is that, you were awesome, but im totally ready for something new. I know that this new year will bring in some better and more challenging experiences for me.
Goodbye 2008.... and as for you 2009, all i can say to you is "FUCKIN BRING IT"

♥ Kimberlie