Monday, October 13, 2008


its hard for me to differentiate from what's real and what isn't.
Im still trying to find my comfort zone.
Trying to find a good balance between things.
Work, school, and jazz are taking up a lot of my time.
I need to find a new job, checked the schedule today when i got back from Seattle and they only have me working the weekends.

fuckin ridiculous.
atleast i'll have a lot of time to work on essays and music.
*sigh* sometimes i wish i could just fast forward the next couple of years.

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

One more thing.

I only have one thing thats keeping me going.....

please don't give up on me now.